a little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell

sometimes it can get a little frustrating and depressing when one can never be 'good enough', no matter how hard one tried.

but then again, none of us is 'good enough'; we're imperfect.

but i'm still going get my head down and give it my best shot, i'm still going to try and get a happy ending, which hopefully, will come.

results are out by the way, not the most impressive, i must say, in fact it's a little disappointing.

...has not my hand made all these things, and so they come into being?' declares the Lord.
- Isaiah 66:2

for i deserve nothing with my own efforts and ability