i have so many thoughts right now. but i just can't seem to translate them into words.

most of all, i miss my "drug" and getting high on it. it seems like an eternity since i got struck down by my sinus, and till now, i haven't gotten back to my pre-illness levels that i was playing football at. i miss playing football 5 days a week and crawling home wasted after that and having a restful slumber after that. 10 hours straight, sometimes 12 and feeling refreshed, rejuvenated, revitalised after that. that's when i like to sleep, that's when i really enjoy sleeping. when i don't play football, i can really understand why people would stay up till late and trade off their sleeping time. i feel like that too now.

damn. see, see- i'm rambling now.

oh and jason is getting married around this time next year! wow, everyone's getting married. (how about our 2 pregnant ladies in the class?)