even though i tried, it all fell apart

i've been amazed constantly recently. and i'm not easily impressed. (kellyn will testify)

morpheus: there are some things in this world... that will never change.
...
morpheus: some things do change.
- from The Matrix Reloaded

how so very true.

and one last point, it's funny how in the long run, one gets so used to things that don't seem right that one almost expects it. it's funny how when placed in a awkward situation many enough a time, one gets comfortable in it. too comfortable. it's funny.