但偏偏　风渐渐　把距离吹得好远

closing cycles. not because of pride, incapacity or arrogance, but simply because some no longer fit your life. shut a certain door, shake off the dust, plant another seed, wipe your windowpanes, or hold on to faith.

it's ok. it is ok to move on at times. and all shall be well

stop being who you were, and change into who you are!
- Paul Coelho, Closing A Cycle, And Beginning Another

it's been a rather sombre couple of days for me. partly because of the drilling, partly due to the fact the there isn't going to be anyone taking spanish with me anymore (be guilty, you know who you are. ha!) and who knows what else reason. well, i guess that the spiritedness of the first few days of the holidays was always going to die down after a while.

anyhow, the little excerpt was from eddie koh who sent it to me early this year i think. thought it rather appropriate. it's actually alot longer then this; it's just the final 3 paragraph, but i thought that a wordy post will put off virtually everyone. nonetheless, if anyone wants to get the entire passage, just ask from me on msn or something. ( it's not awfully long, around 1 page on microsoft word.)

veronica donovan: this is desperation... you're grabbing at straws. you're in denial.
- from Prison Break, Pilot